Growing old is never that easy and for some they either face it or deny it. And i'm no exception. Yes i'm turning 27 in 3 days and before I close this chapter of my life and open a new one I have questions that I need to answer for my very own satisfaction.
~Where am I right now?
I'm happy with where I am now but I still have matters that I need to settle especially for my family. I'm the bread winner and the pressure and expectation is just too much that failures is not an option. Financially i'm not yet settled I admit but the challenges i've gone through thought me a lesson about money and investing for the future. Though I haven't put them into action yet. Not just YET.
~ Did I make the right choices?
I've made ugly choices in my life looking back to my 26 years, so ugly that I never wanna go back to that life ever again. There's a big difference of going back and looking back let me clear that. Whatever happened to me in the past I will always look back to remind me of my humble beginnings but I have no plans of ever going back to that life again.
~ Is Bear the one?
We celebrated our 3rd year anniversary last Feb. 8th and he is still very much in love with me. I think this question I will skip. Yes, I don't like this kind of questions because I don't know how to deal with it. I'd rather talk about Ally Mcbeal and her eccentricities but I know sooner or later it's gonna kick in so why not deal now. I can't..I'm emotionally void..history..whatever..
~ Am I happy with where I am?
I'm thankful for all the things that happened to me in my family, in my emotional relationship and most especially in my job. I need to live life but at the same time grow up, right MCS Elma? (smiling)
Grow Up Brian..Grow Up..
~ What is my plan?
I have a plan but I will not disclose it here. =D
~ Do I need to plan or let nature take its course?
Let nature take its course but of course make sure I live life to the fullest without compromising my goals for my family, myself, my love and for my future.
To sum it up the 26 years of my life has been a roller coaster and I am so proud that I came this far. I have a feeling that I will be on a roller coaster on this new chapter of my life and this time it's gonna be bigger and brighter.
I very much admit of the flaws that I need to work on I am fully aware of all those areas and looking forward to see the same me..Only Better.
Thank you God, you never fail to amaze me. I have forsaken you so many times and yet I still feel your undying love and support...Thank You.
Damn, i'll be 27 in 3 days!! Happy Birthday BD!
